I made my first instagram account back in 9th grade, through my mum's phone, back then she could control and monitor my instagram usage but now that i am a grown-up adult , i find myself checking instagram, whatsapp , i-messages with each notification , or doomscrolling through endless shallow content. It made me realize , if everything is free to consume, is my attention/focus the price/stake? I honestly think my ability to get into deep work or the ability to be in a deep work state(often refered to as flow) has seriously been distorted.
I feel half of my overwhelmed/anxious behaviour equates to me being easily available to such platforms , or being hyper communicative to friends & family. Having finished my midterm examinations recently , i happen to notice that ability to fall into deep work/flow incrementally increases if there is an urgency(eg: an exam tomorrow), and i feel i could use this super-power of urgency to empower me back to a sharper state of mind. If I know what I am working on, why I am working on it, when it needs to be done, and how exactly to get it done, i immediately become focused. So some practices i shall be incorporating would be:
This essay draws inspiration from Swami Vivekānanda & Dank Foe